Happy Holidays everyone.
Maybe you're a little stressed out ?
Relax.

*Alone.

She Aint Right by Lee Brice

"She's got her daddy's tongue and temper;Sometimes her mouth could use a filter;God shook his head the day he built her; But i bet he smiled;She loves and lives her life unruly;Tears up that dirt road in a dually;Dangerous? Absolutely!And in a little while she'll be roundin'that corner on 3 wheels, ain't slowin' down,yellin' "C'mon jump in" always up to somethin', crazy got nothin on her."

So, I came across these lyrics and googled them. There really good lyrics and it turned up to be
a song called "She Aint Right" by Lee Brice.
Heres the whole song You guys should definitely check it out:

She got her daddy's tongue and temper
Sometimes her mouth could use a filter
God shook his head the day he built her
Oh, but I bet he smiled
She loves and lives her life, unruly
Tears up that dirt road up in a dualy
Dangerous, absolutely
And in a little while
She'll be roundin' that corner on three wheels
Ain't slowin down, yellin, "Come on, jump in"
Always up to somethin, crazy, got nothin' on her
She ain't right
She ain't right
She ain't right
But she's just right for me
She says she wants to meet my momma
I said, "I don't think you oughta
Be like mixin' oil and water
"But by midnight, she had
Momma on the coffee table, dancin
'Comin' unwound
Good God, I swear, can't take her anywhere
What's the girl gonna do next?
She ain't right
She ain't right
She ain't right
But she's just right for me
Every once in a while, she gives me that smile
And says, "I just don't see somebody like you
Lovin' somebody like me
"She ain't right No, she ain't right
She ain't right
She ain't right
She ain't right
But she's just right, she's just right
She's just right for me
Mmm, she's just right, she's just right
She ain't right but she's just right for me

Alex says "DONT DROWN!"

[9:01] Em: handsome.
[9:01] Em: ima take a shower.
[9:01] Lucky: ok!
[9:01] Lucky: lol
[9:02] Em: you gonna be here, when i get out..
[9:02] Lucky: yes.
[9:02] Lucky: dont drown plzzzz i wouldnt kno what to do with out you
[9:02] Em: i'll try not to, no promises though
[9:02] Lucky: lol

Thats love, I swear. ;]

My grandaddy

i love him.
Yes, yes yes. I am a Grandaddys girl. he spoils me like no other and im sure to almsot always be on his side, no matter what. i love him, forever and always. So he wanted me to paint him this thing for Christmas; a kind of spiritual landscape.. but i hadnt had the time to do it for him so instead im making him a CD with a whole bunch of du wops and stuff. Im actually really interested in what he has to say about my choice of music. I stole a few of the songs from the Top100 Du wop songs.. however im just a little weary on if i should order them.. ?
i dont know, but here are the songs:
(No particular order of course)

Sweet Pea - Tommy Roe
Red Red Wine - ?
In the still of the Night - Five Satins
Blue Moon - Sha Na Na Na
Tears on my pillow - Little Anthony and the imperiorials
Sylvias Mother - Bobby bare
Earth Angel - The Penguins
Benny and the Jets - Elton John
Unchained Melody - The righteous brothers
Where or When - dion and the belmonts
Once in a while - the chimes
this magic moment - Jay and the Americans
She cried - Jay and the Americans
I'll be seeing you - The Skyliners
there goes my baby - the drifters
Remember then - Larry chance and the earls
Maggie May - Rod Stewart
Old man - Neil Young

Now.. as you can see its not solely doo wop. However it is mostly doo wop and im open to any suggestions such as.. should i make 2CDs ? one for only doo wop one for other ? should i really be considered on the order ? if i order them at all should i order them by tempo then.. because Sylias mother is more of a slow kind of sad song while this magic moment is kind of more upbeat compared to the rest of course, (:

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Yepp.
You read right,
Soo Lucky came over last night whilst my mother was out partying like no other... :DD
he came over round 7:30 and we ordered the pizza. After that we laid down on my bed and made out for a while.. but then we just laid there out, next to each other and stuff and so i told him what i had to say.
That I was pretty much tired of giving this relationship my all while he barely did anything because he felt he didnt have too. I told him I didnt think I could do this anymore. He asked me if I wanted to break up with him. Of course I dont want to break up with him. Note the emphasis on want. I love him, of course i would never want to leave him, but I cant continue to cheat myself. i deserve the respect I give, or maybe thats just how I see it. He agreed with me.
Im glad he did.

But yeah, so we hang out and laid down together, i love spending time with him. Just laying with him or joking around or kissing. anything with him is everything to me.
So whatever, Somewhere in between all of this canoodling and eating (because you know ima fatass) he mentions how him and Mancebo are gonna make it big because they've already got a clothing line they just need a few more things and they're all set. Then he suggests that i write for them because he feels im good with words and that im very articulate.
I say yes, of course. (as long as hes run it by Mancebo)
I would do anything for him and I believe he would do anything for me. We just have different terms and im hoping that after all that I've said yesterday he can sort of redirect those terms. Not completely, of course, because i love him for him, i truely love that boy for who he is. I just know that hes capable of so much more and im just asking him to be the best Alexis Angel that he can be. I'll help.
Promise.

12/12/08

ooooookay.
hi, so catch this sons and daughters of the adolescent mind ;]
im kind of bored. yeah, yeah. so i figured i sit my happy self down and BS to a bunch of strangers(: im watching Ben10 right now. i love this show, its awesome because Ben is Hawt and even though its pretty much the Same concept as every other damn cartoon out there, i still manage to find that theres definitely something unique about it.. hm.
But so yeah. My day was alright. Actually it was pretty awesome.
M's like Flipping out because B is flirting with some dumb freshman bimbo; but there are different sides to every story, ya know ? Soo since B and I chilled pretty much all day today he told me HIS side. he had side that some freshman bimbo, her names AMBER, mother knows his mother sooo after school she manages to give him rides and stuff, he thinks that since him and M arent together any more that having friends is definitely not worth M getting jealous over, which she was completely WRONG about because B had made an amazing point:
B and M are no longer going out.
Sooo what he does is none of HER buisness, so whatever, shes my friends so i stuck by her side even though Em was quick to be defensive of her own opinions. Only i'll let M hear my opinions herself, im not gonna make her feel like a moron and put her on the spot when she thinks shes right; Blah, whatever. But so yeah. M got this notebook from our Bio teacher yesterday and started writing so much crap about all of the people she dislikes. which was pretty funny so i decided to write some stuff too, because there are a few people i dislike.
-- Notice how i was mature enough to state DISLIKE instead of the over dramatic and most over used statement in socity today: hate.
Psh, please.
i can do better things with my time then waste countless amounts of time on people who are definitely not in my favor, thank you very much.
but so yeah. At Ems sweet16 practice today, B and I were trying to figure out this puzzle thing, right ? and he kept playing with my hair and stuff.
M got real real jealous, and i could tell, so i move away from him and hes like mega quick to say that now his cold because he hadnt realized how close we were, so i say sorry, and he says hes okay with it. i wanted nothing more at that time and place then to note that M sure as hell wasnt okay with it. but i let (yes, i said let) things alone.
woe, is me.
i need less dramatic friends.

o.0 and i had also realized today that Em is gonna be just as Fake as C was at her 15.
Shes got this friend L or whatever, and everything that came out of my mouth must have been at such a pitch and volume that only dolphins had heard because i know sure as hell Em didnt.
Whatever, friends are friends.
I'm just not good at finding them, i see.

5months soon..

Our Relationship so far:

so Alexis and I make that 5month mark next week.
mhm, and i've come to realize that there are certain aspects in him that i dont love. Sometimes he seems to not care being rude and saying things the Alexis that i know would never say and mean.. he doesnt want to meet my family.
its okay.. i understand.
but what i dont understand, is how he doesnt want me to meet his mother. that pains me so much. he has met my mother for about 5months now. whats wrong with me, that hes so ashamed ? . . . .
is my age really that potent in our relationship that he would put it in risk of going any further "just because"? He claims that we shouldnt take things to fast, and his mother wont like me.
im not gonna pretend like that didnt sting either.
i love him.
he loves me.. there are even times when he cant bare to talk to me.. he just picks up my phone call with "What ?" and then he says "we'll talk later." when i ask why he retorts with "i dont want to talk to you right now, Yamile. I just dont want to talk to you right now." The words themselves are harsh.
imagine his tone.
i dont know what to do with my self sometimes.. im not going to lie and say that im always satisfied, but i take him into consideration every way that i possibly can, Can he honestly say the same for me ?
sigh, i think he can.
i think this is as much it goes for him.
maybe i want more.
no, no, i just want him.
and if this him, then this what i want..
i love him, with all my heart. i'll try as hard as i can to make this work because i know i can count on him.. and i want him to know that he can count on me.
he does already count on me..
its a real shame he doesnt want to..

KMart

okay, soooooo get this.
now, i sit at my lunch table with usually about five [5] other people: LL, Em, Mariah, KR, and Sheemy OR Nacho.
i say Sheemy OR Nacho because my lame-oh ART school has a 2day schedule. not so lame- just dumb(:
mhm, but back to the point. Soo me being a sophmore and all most of those people are just like, female sophmores. besides Sheemy, whose this shovanistic pig of male senior whose under the impression me and him will one day smash. sure okay, whatever; mhm, but soo Nacho's LLs' little cousen, shes a freshman, and pretty quiet at that. KR's birthday is today sooo yesterday, Friday December 05, 2008 Em, Mariah, and I head straight over to Mariahs house because they all live in the same area sooo since we couldnt hit up KR's house until seven [7] we decided to kick back at Mariah's. Which was cool, btw, cause she just switched apartments and its basically all renovated. Now Lucky doesnt like when i go to Mariahs, and i totally understand why, its because she has an influence on me like no other, around her i do everything and anything.
one word: ILLEGAL.

i mean of course it shouldnt matter whose house i go to but i dont want to give myself anything to fear in life so i tell her we should hit up Em's soon. i say "Fear in Life" because i dont want to catch lung caner, i dont want to become an addict, nor do i want to drunkenly topple off of a roof.i also wouldnt like to give any reason for Alexis Angel to lose all hope in our relationship and abandon me like he should have/would have some time ago.
i know lucky has my well being at heart, so im glad i listen to him when i do.
Now this doesnt mean i do anything and everything he tells me to do OR ELSE, because Mariah and Em are under the impression that it does.
it simply means that i value and respect his opinion because i know he has my well being at heart. but anyway, enough about my boyfriend. more about FRIDAY.
so Mariah and i walk over to Em's where we practically fall asleep with boredom.
its okay thought because eventually we call KR and ask her if we can go over round five [5] and she says "sure, why not" so now we're outside her house, in the car with Em's mom, all our sleep over baggage in the trunk and KR says we cant come in, because shes not done cleaning.
we had a fit. but it was alright because then we went to KMart; which was awesome(:
They had the Guitar Hero WorldTour out for people to try it out and there were these two little boys one of which was around eleven [11] or twelve [12] the other one was around seven [7] or eightish [8]. Em figures we stand up behind them for a while they would get annoyed and move on to some other toy. which didnt really work out as planned because they didnt go far after they left. When they left though we started hustling over for parts which was kind of difficult due to the fact that Em's little brother bebo was there..
GR !
That kid kept talking to us in the car, only we didnt realize it. soo while one of us was explaining something to the other two bebo was getting all heated about how nobody listens to him, psh. well he should stop talking then, okay okay i'll stop cause that kids kinda cool.
but mhm, so now we're playing and this kid whose nice with the guitar [seven or eight year with these cute little glasses] asks me if i know who Brian Pasmino is. [i called this kid Brian Palamino the whole time because i was thinking ofhorse either and i figured it was a close call.. it was] so i say No, i dont know who Brian Palamino is and he says "PASMINO. he's a bully ! he says, he says he wants to beat me up and stick, stick my head ina ina toilet." i was outraged.
like WTF ?
why is this seven yr. old kid being bullied. so i ask him; i ask "is this kid bigger then you?" and he says, get this, NO. so i say ghee, why dont you sock that kid in the face, mannn. then the little boy asks me if i think boys who hit girls are punks, and i say "HELL YEAH !" and he laughs and says "thats what my big sister said.. "
My point:
i learned this little kids life in 10minutes.
and i dont even know his name(:

Twilight Movie Review

TWILIGHT.

okay so in order to watch this movie [ on the night it came out of course ]
i felt the need to walk into that theatre witha complete objective outlook thus not expecting a play-by-play of the book. of course not. if you read the book first, then the movie will never quench your thirst. However, that doesnt mean you wont like it.
i liked it.
the acting was amazing and there were a few disturbing unecessary details that i dislike but hey- theres no such thing as a perfect movie, right ?
the movie was directed well.. and i feel it couldve been better..
but not by very much.
im going to go see it again next weekend and afterwards i'll make sure to update(:

Readers,

hello !
Alexis and i have celebrated 2months together..
i know, your thinking 'ONLY', right ?
ughh, i mean i've had eyes only for him since like january, gheeze, and i have nothing to show for it... oh well; i just cant wait until i finally have this 'hunka' hunka' burnen love' for atleast 6months...
ooooh, a year would be even better.
no one thinks we'll last,
haha !
we'll prove them wrong, our love is undeniable, my age has nothing to do with the feelings going on inside of my body when he comes around.
i love him, i really do.

its utterly amazing how attracted i am to him, in every way.
physically, emotionally, etc. it feels absolutely amazing, and wonderful. i've never felt so stimulated / motivated to . . .
i have no words.
i know, i know, i know.
"words only" MY blog, and i have NO words at all,
sue me, sue me now, dear friends, for false advertising.
ahh well, this waqq ass post has come to an end, i promise next time for bigger and better.

my apologies,
YB

soo im back !

from the depths of hell [ upstate o.0 ] haha and DR. 

DR was nice.. i guess i could put up pictures later right ? yeah but im kinda being lazy now. 

upstate, was terrible. and predictable. whatever. 

my mother ? same as always. terrible mood, and completely ibjective to my boyfriend, :DDDD

does it matter ?

well to him it does, and i guess she could make things difficult. its whatever. 

i am completely in a mopey mood. i want something more. dont you ever get this empty feeling that your doing nothing with the one life that your given? dont you ever feel like theres something missing.. something more you could be doing rather then the same old routine of school, friends, and drama? really is this the most i will ever get out of my childhood. well excuse me because according to the state of NJ, entering highschool makes me a "young adult". well thats just great. 

ima young adult. 

which means i have less freedom then  i did when i was 12 because apparently in some far off unheard country "young adult" means "not to be trusted" o.0

i really dont get it. 

i cant play around with barbie dolls. no silly, i am too old for that. 

yet i am not old enough to go about my business, make my own mistakes. so many things just kill me on the inside.. they really do. 

i am at a loss for the meaning of life. 

what am i doing with the precious temple i call my body ?

nothing really. moping and whining. sinking into an oblivion that no one seems to notice let alone care about. i feel so.. empty. 

the only time i dont feel empty is when i am around Alexis. 

is that really what my life has come to ?

all the finer points revolving around one person that is sure to hurt and/or leave me soon? 

how depressing.

maybe one day i will be able to go about myself. having no one care about the "whos, whats, wheres, and whys", oh no. dont get me wrong. having someone CARE is wonderful. however having someone judge you decision, and then feel they can take away said decision is mockingly horrific.

what am i to my mother ? other then "misguided" of course..

what am i to Alexis? other then a young girl falling too fast too soon.

what am i to my sister? other then an emotional outlet, even sometimes harsh, cruel and uncaring.

what am i at all other then a useless being disposing of such a life.

so as of now.. i will do my best to be involved in my studies.

do my best to do something with my life. i will try.. i will try to make something of myself. gain something from others.. i want to be.. i want to be something more then nothing.

And today was cool..
aha.

"ishooturun" couldnt understand it till i was down on the ground. damnn that niqqa hada way of calmen me down.



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"she said 'it was just one of them nights' witha nod of her head. i knew she was talken about the drugs she took then, the liquor consumed, and the bodies under her bed. it tooka second to realize the bitch was just done. to many 'unforgettable' nights for her to remember just one."



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desmadugrados



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ohh shiiit.just finish watching Al diablos con los Guapos haha. and did u fucken knowww.. that mili y alejandro r like 30fucken years apart... ohh shiit. i taped eugenio's pictures to my bathroom wall for NUFFEN?? woo, mili's getten more action then 20year old playmates ;Dlove u kara



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look, we're not pirates and we dont have viruses.



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birthday present

So basically, im in the middle of nowhere. also know as masonvill, upstate NY. nothing like the wonderfully charming capital of the world New York. No no no. this is Hicksville, my dears.
okay. so a portion of every damn summer since i was about 8 years old, has been spent in this damned house. now.. i dont like this place.
and i have made that point very clear over the passed few years. pointedly refusing to get in the car on the trips here. but being dragged in on a number of occasions both emotionally and physically. Now. i asked my mother. no.. i pretty much begged the woman who gave birth to me some measley 15years ago to let me celebrate my birthday in wonderful NJ. she took my anger to account for once in her life and decided 'Sure, why not." i was ecstatic.

well surprise surprise, mummy had kept her word. the weekend before my wonderful date of birth my mother adorns me with the wonderful news that i will stay in new jersey for my birthday as promised.. i'll just be leaving the next morning is all.
Nice birthday present mom, thanks alot.

however, seeing as this news highly upsets her first born daughter, my mother calms me down with the promise that i will remain only two weeks.

whatever.

that brings me.. here.
i havent been here two weeks and i feel both physicall and mentally ill. my allergies are going to kill me out in the end, im sure. i've taken about 3benadryls which have YET to kick in. and my eyes itch to a point where if i rubbed them any more, the swelling would do permanent damage. my nose has not only been stuffy. but constantly bleeding for some irksome reason that i am highly unsure of. along with all of this i have gone into mope mode. which means i have spent the passed 12days locked up in the confines of the room they have spared me. rereading harry potter books and staring at an odd stain on the ceiling. or the unders of the quilt. i get up only for purposes that recquire a kitchen or bathroom. i feel dreadful. however, that is not the icing on the cake my dear friends, because the icing on the cake is this...
i am here under supervision that im sure prisoners deserve and/or recquire because my dearest grandparents are under the impression that the jersey life style is no life style for a boy-crazed teen. hah! beat that, nontheless eat it, for it is the icing on the cake.
Hmm, it feels wonderful to know that one tiny mistake has gotten me here to this place i dread so. yes one minor flaw in my utterly wonderful plan. had they not seen a 17year old stuf muffin outside my friends house at the party that she was holding while i stuck my head in the car to kiss him, i would probably not be in this predicament. ahh all is fair in love and war, right? however that applies here in its own sick way i am unsure of, but it is the only reason i have yet to stab myself in the leg with a fork. because seeing as the elderly of my family are under the mild impression that new jersey will bring nothing to me but sex, drugs, and gang banging males i am watched over by hawks. constantly interrogated on who i am speaking with and the biography of that person..
oh yes wait..

sorry. they were asking whether i was speaking to anybody. well..honestly, everytime i pick up a phone it is the same questions, unless my answer however varies from. 'a friend, no you dont know her, yes it is a her, get away from me please.' then a new wave of inquisition springs up and i am .. well here.i like my home.. i like seeing people besides the ones i am living with. i have seen nobody. i have done nothing. i have enjoyed no time being here. i dislike this place with such gusto i feel that only drugs can help my subconcious to stray from the idea of burning the damn place down. i fear for my sanity..
oh yes, my friends, there is more.
mummy dearest called the other day. and i asked her at what time she would care to pick me up, she was unsure.. because the 9th was far enough away for her not to care.
wait. the ninth? are you kidding me? i was under the strict impression that i would be leaving the second as promised. but no.. she pushed that promise away from me rather smoothly saying she had promised her parents she would stay for that weekend. that specific weekend. that weekend that would leave me here a week extra, so that i can become even more depressed.
i want to go home, even if in that house that i call home dwells the very reason i am here.

Some new songs I'm in to right now..

paolo nutini - new shoes
global deejays - get up
out hud - how long

Yeah I would listen if I were you. The Out Hud song is all Alex's haha.

Field Day

Today was a GoodDay .. =]


I woke up, went to school.
Walked to EastSide Park with my class.
&&Just hung with Vayzia, ..
we dont usually hang but lately we've been hitting it off.
Shes pretty cool, and even thought her friends arent big fans of mine, IDC.
HAha. Yeahh so mostly i hung with her and watched for Lucky, cause ya know...
i wanted too. Hmm i participated in ZIP, nada, zilch, nurten, nuffen, NOTHING AT ALL.
i kicked once for kickball, and thats it.
anyways, yeah it was pretty much a good day all around just cause. afterwards.
i walked back to school...
only so i could turn back around and walk to pick up pizza on ParkAve.
w/Vayzia of course. haha..
Hmm, it was worth it. so so so, worth it(:
After dropping Vayzia off at work i walked BACK to school and pass it.
I saw Lucky there just sitting on the rail but for some reason i didnt stop by. i just kinda kept walking. Hm, yeah but then this kid that was walking in front of me started talking to me. mhm,
he was weirdish; asking me if i needed any company because he wouldnt mind hangen with me, psh, well I would.
He was asking me my age and everything hmm, yeah. but i didnt answer much cause lets face it, most of what he said was likely to be backhanded.
I dropped this kid off at his house.. [where he invited me inside but i just giggled and walked faster.]
i TXT Lucky.
he tells me to walk back over to school so i can hang with him.
...
Hah, i walk back.
hes chillen with his friend, but i dont mind. any time with Lucky is good time to me,so back at school we just hang and talk. it was worth it x10. (:

Explore Long Island!

OK, so you're bored & its the weekend.

Explore Long Island and head over to Sands Point Preserve
Going would only cost you about 6$ a pop, and its an all-together wonderful experience.
How it goes?
You take a car up to one of the historical homes [Hempstead House, Falaise] and they give you a tour that will have you itching to learn more about Long Island and the Guggenhiems. The houses in itself are wonderful pieces of Art. They hold some pieces that are even up to 600yrs old. And most of all the furnishings are original. Its really fascinating to go into someones house and see how they were able to live and all. Its really wonderful and worth a visit.
I would also suggest the Nature Trails, you take absolutely wonderful pictures and even catch a few funny looking plants if you've got a good eye. It spruces up a weekend with Sights, and Education.
Its wonderful for children too, so give it a try.

X0X0
-EM

Summer Reading List

Hey Guys!
Im putting up My Summer Reading List early.
Just because i can.
Enjoy...

Catcher in the Rye - J.D. Salinger
All quiet on the Western Front - Erich Mariah Remarque
Pride and Prejudice - Jane Austen
Sense and Sensibilty - Jane Austen
Mansfield Park - Jane Austen
Jane Eyre - Charlotte Bronte
The Historian - Elizabeth Kastova
The five people you meet in Heaven - Mitch Albom
Breaking Dawn - Stephanie Meyer
The Alchemyst's Daughter - Katherine McMahon

Adding more lataaaah.

X0X0
-em

Update

Ok so i just updated my layout.
ya like. i did it all by myself.
took me damn near 10 years to finish...well.
it definitely wasnt worth it but im proud of myself...
Im doing homework now...so
Lata Hata'sz

Saturday

Woke up
Showered, got Dressed.
Headed for C's quince practice.
it was ttly L.O.
My partner A's cool but has a sweat gland problem that freakqs me out. He didnt look at me once, so now im coming up with a NEW partner. Screw this.
Afterwards.
Partyyyy.
i was there by 9. food was awesome. i had none.
Desserts i had, but i wasnt too keen on the out in the opens.
I hung with Midgey most of the time, and when i wasnt hangen with him, i was either taking care of Hazely or drinking. My cousens hooked me up, though i was no where near B00ZED. maybe a bit tipsy but ughh. Besides that it was a job well lame. could've been better.
i'll top it in the summer while im away at DR. So basically a promising Saturday left me off with nothing but a Sunday Headache...Hmm. next weekends custody.

Some Shit

ok so check it.
Im checken my YouTube and something catches my eye on the Videos being watched right now Section and it says "Girlicious". obviously this catches my attention because i used to watch the show with my sister and mom. im not sure why anymore...because it was extremely funny. and i love idiotic competitions maybe? =]
But yeahh check this out cause it is
Some shit yo.
Guarantee to Laugh, i tell you.

X0X0X
-em

4.26.08

Saturday.
woke up. cleaned my room.
Bagels&&Coffee.
Barbie stopped by.
Mom takes off with Barb to salsa dancing with Marcus Nieves. :PPP
Showwwerr Time.

Do my hair, take a quick much needed REM session , yell at my sister, finish cleaning my room.
Get a TXT from C.

TXT :: Mall @ 7

i TXT back an answer. hell yeah, why the fuck not ?
call Jess up. Can you come.
Nahh im babysitting. Fack.
anyway. First thing i do when i get there. ADD some piercage. Cartilidge.
so yeah we go cause we want to catch PromNight.
But C's new jerk boyfriend Vicky doesnt want to see it because "its wack, and i already saw it"
C takes that to consideratioin so we get tickets for Baby mama. which is packed.
me and Jasmine just want to sneak into Harold and Kumar...we were already IN the theatre. technically we already paid and everything. But C had promised Vikcy she would "Behave". which obviously means i have to be Twice the ass i usually am.
so the whole time im cursing at people in the mall.

"Get the fuck out my way fat ass"
"R U sure you want to fucken sneeze right by me?????"
"look bytch i dont have all fucken day, give me my change"
"HEY ASS HOLE!! dont cut it out imma go over there and do everyone a favor"
"i might look small bytch but dont fucken start with me"
"MOVE or i will fucking torch you"
"look, its either be nice to me, or meet my 6'2 245lb cousen, K?"

Soo yeahh, when C is "Behaving" im incapable of doing so. i was extremely bad.
After ditching the whole Movie idea we decided to eat. on the way we stop into a few shoe stores where we see alot of people from my school E, C3, J2, alot of people. especially WORKING. gahh. who knew, ehh?
We catch R there too. By himself as usual. who goes to the mall by themselves besides people who are on like last minutes missions. R was just gliding along. i saw him eye Jasz, just like everyother guy at the mall that day.
Being at the mall with Jasz makes you feel INVISIBLE. She gets "Yerooo"s and "hey mami"s and all types of crap. She has a Boy friend which really makes guys take a jab at themselves for being stupid enough to come up to her. but we did meet some cool people. I also got to curse out alot of people...not too mention all of the lovely hand gestures i made =]
But yeah. Jasmine claims she knows everyone....::rolls eyes:: hah.
but shes cool, so i deal.
We finally get to the actual food court where we have .00 options.
we end up getting a footer @ subway cause C thinks shes not hungry. But i already know that bytch is. Me and Jasmine split it in 4, and so i eat 1 and a half. she eats 1. and C slams down the next 1 cause NOW shes hungry. That bytch. Mhm so while me and Jasz eat, Vicky and C make out.
Who saw that one coming?
Vicky ditches when we're done and starts yellen out "Peace Midget Mac!" when hes a good table away. i want to choke him. But i dont. Because C still has that "look" on her face. Eghhh.
When we're done. We roam. the stores R closing at this point. and we were lucky enough to choose a way where there would be some Drama.
Racist people should not be aloud in Malls.
its Stupid. and just Ignorant.
&& so C had to pull me away from alot of things such as jail as i attempted at throttling a woman who looked in her possible 40s. She was Rude. and made me sick to my stomach. Some people...just IRK me.
But yeahh, all in all. an interesting Day

I slept over C's because Sunday was last day of CCD. yes!

o4.18.o8

Yesterday was the first day of NY comicon weekend.
i went with my bestfriend J.
we had fun, and i got to see the creator of Star wars...
im thinking of stalking him. XD
we did alot of volunteer work but got an hour off.

during our time off, me and jess managed to
-buy 80$ worth of stuff
-buy blue and red light sabers
-lose C2 like three times
-piss alot of fat people off
-flirt w/ a storm trooper who was asking us boyfriendish questions
-meet a few art/cartoonists inclusind susan heidy*
-get lost...
-fall in love with the storm trooper, whose face we will probably never see... =[

&&all this in just 60 minutes...GAHHh thats cool. but yeahh afterwards mom picked us up.
She dropped us off at the mall where we [finally] enjoyed some food. [mcdonalds].
afterwards we bout expensive tickets to watch half of a movie. [21 with jim sturges...which i cant review... how sad.]
we messed around in the JC penny windows department.
took some funny pictures of making love to all the curtains...and called in a night...

we spent the whole day together...fun. XD
i'll post up the pics later...

*&&thank you susan for personalizing my poster >> http://www.susanheidi.com/

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Read Prom Queen By Shaney Martinez

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Sweeney Todd movie review

Sweeney Todd Demon Barber of Fleet Street with Johnny Depp and Helena Bonham Carter.

After hard years in exile for a crime he didn't commit, Benjamin Barker now Sweeney Todd, returns to London to find his wife dead and his daughter in the hands of the evil Judge Turpin. In his anger, Sweeney goes on a murderous rampage on all London, with the help of Mrs. Lovett, he opens a barber shop in which he lures his victims in with a charming smile before casually ending their life with a flick of his razor across their neck. But not one man killed, nor ten thousands men can satisfy Sweeney's lust for revenge on those who've caused his years of pain. *

GAHH, the movie was amazing, Johnny Depp played the role with excellence. Helena Bonham Carter was superb. There was marvelous acting and a great plot thrown in with directing from Tim Burton and it made a wonderful movie. Just watching the movie once makes you feel so in depth with its characters. The ending was one of acute satisfaction and a great needy feeling to buy the soundtrack, XD.
It was wonderful, i love it. Watch it now. or never come read my reviews again.

5STARSZ.

*and thank you http://www.imdb.com for the awesome review. =P

The negativity By - CLara

As the pain in my head subsides, here comes the inevitable. My thoughts. They creep in from all angles pushing through my weak spots, doubting me, mocking me. what am i? not even worth a phone call. The image that i hand out to people is nothing more than a mask...a mask thrown on every day;faithfully. Only to come to the place i call home and die inside. Few people understand what hating your very existence is like...No. This is not only physical hatred...because your appearance can always be changed. Its something more. The hatred of your own personality. Oh how weak and affected i am by my surroundings...crawling in my room to lie on the floor and let the tears flow relentlessly. How all of my actions are uncared for...by even myself sometimes. Who cares if i were to throw myself off of a cliff. Oh how i wish i could do that very thing. Fling myself over great heights and into thrashing water. Never to surface. Its not like anyone would care much. a few tears at my burial...and thats all. A few flowers on my grave so that the shameless can go about their saturday parties cursing me for a wasted 45 minutes. Lately my tears are comforting; crying for no reason, then for all the reason in the world. i beg them please dont near me. i need no one closer because that then gives them the oppurtunity to hurt me further. I am broken. Both inside and out. With the plastic smile painted on my face and the giggles of a teen. Why do i put the charade up you ask? Because, i want them to think that people care for me. That i have love&care. that there is something more than what they see in my face. Doesnt everybody want that? My best friends? Ben and Jerry's Phish Food. My favorite place? The bathroom. Not for the reasons you might assume but because there is the place i can lock myself in and question the girl i see in the mirror...i shoot her smile with my glares and scream at her to be a BETTER PERSON!! i make her cry by flashing her my disgusted looks and then...ever so sublty, i turn to the shower. So that i could cry and they could be washed away. So that not only could i distract myself with the burning water but so that i can also mope alone and without audience. After coming out of the shower, i walk into my room and press my cheek against the cold floor. My mind begs for the stage where i might lose consciousness but all that happens is Pain. The pain in my heart takes over and mocks me. and eventually i lose myself to the negatitvity...

DR?

I am going to DR for Vacay.
i've yet to visit this place of my Kin and so the idea is intriguing. What intrigues me even more is that i will be spending my lovely evenings enjoying the company of C. Not only C but D & M as well...
I must face the inevitable: M.
Ohh well...we'll see what happens. Bad.or.worse.
2MM i head out for my passport picture. So unfortunately i have to get my ass up earlier so that i cant skip the only two study periods i have and take that damn picture. If all goes well i'll leave with a Coffee&Bagel. Im looking forward to this trip more than any other. But of course im not telling M. because apparently i need to get my "priorities straight"
...
Whatever that means.
Im reading twilight over and it gets just better the more you read it...i am no Bella fan but still...her character is decent [[maybe even likable]] in the first book...2bad she turns out to be both needy and greedy within the first 100 pages of New moon...it really is a pity.
The comicon is this month.
I feel oddly guilty for not going to the last Anime meeting...even though i dont like anime. Im in the club. so yeah. felt guilty but i dont know why...maybe because i've only been to like 3 meetings. I promise myself to go to the next one so i can catch up...however i really couldnt go to the last meeting.
My mom was picking me up and if i didnt go right away i would have had to walk. && i just figured walking was highly unneccesary when my impatient mother was in a car, parked on the sidewalk. Soo J didnt seemed to pissed which is always a guhd thing....we'll just have to wayt and see what direction my mood is going from now on.

My Playlist

Gahh, ok people so heargoes, ever since reading Nick and Norah's infinite playlist i really started to notice how much musiqq i listen to : ALOT =P
Yeaahhh so heres my playlist for you...No particular order...there just in the order they came to mind...i'll be adding whenever i think of a new one...so
Hope you Like...

Earth Angel - The Penguins
Stand By Me - Ben E.King
Linger - The Cranberries
After all - saving abel
Frank Sinatra - Miss Kitten
Stuttering - Ben's brother
Hungry Eyes -
Do you love me
Shes like the wind
The time of my life
Everybody Hurts - R.E.M
Should i stay or should i go - The Clash
TKO - Le Tgre
MY MY Metro card - Le Tigre
Catch me im falling - Pretty Poison
I Wanna hold your hand - The beatles
Hey Jude - The Beatles
Because - The Beatles
How soon is now - Smiths
Move on up - Curtis Mayfield
Three wishes - the peirces
Wand - Flaming lips
Love train - The o'Jays
Perfect timing - Orba Squara
1,2,3,4 - Feist
Hands on me - Vanessa Carlton
Not while im around - ed sanders
Somebody to love - Queen
The Con - Tegan and Sarah
Rule the world - Take That

GAhh, more coming soon

Atonement

Atonement.
By Ian McEwan

13 yr old, Briony Tallis, changes the course of several lives, in just one night, when she accuses her older sisters lover of a crime he did not commit.*

*&ThankYouIMDB.com for the quick Plot outline!! :D

Review
THE BOOK! was uhm...
OK lets start over. the book was extremely discreptive in each and every possible detail. Its really fascinating how just one measely day can make such an impact. Of course everyone realizes this one and a blue moon from now but this book really helps you understand it more. Sadly it was much more discriptive then it needed to be. Describing a simple vase to such an extent you had to wonder if a vase or something more was being described. Usually i would have taken about 2 days to finish the book but oddly it took me a week. a Whole week. My patience is little when it comes to reading. because i like to fall into the book. I feel opening a book is like opening a door to a new, different, and wonderful place. & If words are being jammed into sentences describing not the very beauty of the vase but the escence, the year, the colors, the times, the memories, of that very vase. Ones mind can drift, as i hope you will understand. Besides that one fact the book was Beautiful. It was realistic in almost every possible way. Speaking of ones interpretation of another's movements to how an outsider can interpret the most simple of movements. I would recommend it...but obviously to one who had a knack for Romances and descriptioins. Not many people...but try it anyway. I liked it. i will be reviewing the movie SHORTLY.

**RECCOMENDED!!

Sorry!

I know, i know, i know. I havent been consisten in checking in uring Blogs...bla la bla. Truth is. i've had alot going on. & believe it or not today is the last day of my vacay....well not totally i still have monday. WoopDiFriggenDoo.
Soooo. I've moved both Old Old Moee, and Old Moee to the "Those Dudes Under My Fucken Shoe" on my buddy list. ANYWAY.
Soooo C & L are on the loop. Permanently. Ohh well...we tried.
As for mee...i need a new Victim. Hmmm. I've read so many books lately..its like TMI 4 me to contain. im going to combust. But before i do so...i must right REVIEWS!!
catch up w/you babes later!
HAPPY FUCKEN FRIDAY!

(:

Weekends

My weekends.


Every pay weekend [[twice a month]] Peter and Gissal pick me up. But every other weekend i do something w/ my peeps from STS. I miss them alot, which is probably the reason I have pixx of them in my locker and and cant help but wear the STS uniform atleats twice a week. So i vent and this weekend C came over.


It was fun.


Friday


I pick up C at her house and so we hit up iHop b/c we're so fucken hungry & mom doesnt feel like cooking. its friday so we cant have meat but C claims God will 4give her...so there goes Lent, right down the toilet with C's unwavering faith. After we eat we head over to my school for my SO U THINK U CAN DANCE, and when i get there, a half an hr late BTW. its just starting and E and L had saved us seats. of course M's running late and i have a feeling the reason is B. Anyway, so the SO U THINK U CAN DANCE starts off w/ some corny jokes and big smiles from the Class of 08 whose running this joint. I only went b/c B2 asked me 2 go and watch his performance obviously i thought he was joking...but just in case. Automatically SO U THINK U CAN DANCE turns into SO U THINK U CANT FUCKING DANCE 4 me b/c it was a turn off...about 8 performances. Out of which 5 had to make it to the second round. B2 doesnt make it. aww poor thing. guess i'll see how hes taking it on Mon. of course round 2's like the same Fucking thing. only possible worse and of course who wins? Dance Majors/Seniors. Go Figure. And people started thinking this was Rigged!! haha. but no they deserved 1st place...i just dont think they deserved 1st, 2nd AND 3rd...come on now...there were other people in this competition.W/E. The whole time im thinking: I wasted 5$ on tickets 4 this shyt?? Ughh. I was kind of pissed that C came along w/me b/c it sucked mega ass. Anyway it was kinda cool that she g2 meet my peeps. The point? SO U THINK U CANT FUCKING DANCE sucked.


Saturday


Im still pissed about my SO U THINK U CANT FUCKING DANCE so to take my mind of that disgrace i head over to pick up C so we can hit the mall, watch a movie, and kick some buckets. Shes down, and we're out. we get a 5clock movie and head over to the food court like always. about an hr was spent on the hopes of this fat ass getting up so we could set in our ideal seats but we end up just a step away and at a nearby table. C picks up some Chinese food so i can mae sure no one snags our seats. She gets a few looks, and practically got raped by some middle ager whose into chinese food. I get one look, Yippee. Afterwards we hit the movie. we Definitely Maybe...[[Review coming soon]] and i wanted to ditch. B/C I wanted to watch Jumper, she counter offered with Hannah-Mon-Friggen-Tannah, HELL NO, and so I kind of Persuade her to watch Be Kind Rewind [[me: coooome on, it was filmed in NJ... C: YEAHH? me: yeah, in passaic. C: Friggen awesome! 2bad i dont like JackBlack me: whore.]] after that idea PLOPS she asks about some R movie i cant remember & so i head over an get the tickets 4 Definitely Maybe b/c no one can deny A. Breslin after Little Miss Sunshine. Or so i think. After the movie we head over looking 4 mom whose chillen w/Barbie and the Midgets whose sent us the most CRYPTIC TXT ever:


call me when u get out 2 lnng @ CPK w8 @ SBARRO's


WTD?? does that mean. ANYWAY turns out CPK mean California Kitchen Pizza haha. So the movie was OK me n C are not as Content as we want to be so we head over to Sbarro's to eat some Pizza & meet up w/ mom its about 8 now and we spend the next few Hours using Giftcards etc. lots of fun 2 shop.yum. I steal Crystal's gap card so i could by a 30fuggen$ bra thats real cute w/ a nice fit. afterwards we head over to my house. watch tons of recorded family guy episodes and drink a bit. after juice is gone we're stuck w/ ...well w/ NOT MUCH!



Soo...i head into the kitchen in my green plaid flannels+black tank top, fumble through the drawers 4 a few spoons, kick the cabinet open to find a jar of un opeened panut butter [[Perrrrfect!]] and steal a jug of milk from the fridge...its about 3 @ this point & so we lie our asses down after sticking in "When Harry met sally" and "Farce of the Penguins". I stab vigorously into the peanut butter and lick some off while continually chugging from my jug of milk...

Damn...Life is Fucken Fantastic

xoxo
-yur one and only...em

Nets Game!

Nets VS. Magic
iZOD Center
Tuesday Feb. 26, 2008 @ 7:30 PM.
Along w/ a few fellow members of the RPHS of Arts.
Sure...we nets fans took a heavy blow, but that is besides the point. The game was cool believe it or not, I sat w/ Jasz C. from school and Ci b/c fortunately i swiped her a ticket, haha. Sure, we were in Sec. 210 Row 6 Seats 11&12, but hey, what could we do about seating arrangements? Especially, when we were invited and given 100 free tickets for participating in a competition. I routed for Marques the whole time b/c he is absoluteh-ly ahh-friggen-dorable, but more about him later, Now to begin my rant.
On the bus I sat with Jaszy Ci and Lucky...Lucky and Ci kinda eye-balled each other the whole time. She thinxx his eyes R effen sexy [[b/c they R]] and he thinks she [[in GENERAL]] is sexy, of course, while little old me was being ignored by the male species...And of course Lucky is of the older brand...but of course Ci doesnt mind. They're "talking" or w/e but im doing my best 2 make sure she does not [[i repeat, does friggen not]] get hurt...b/c if she does i will be forced to kick some ass...or get Richard to kikk some ass atleast. Lucky refuses to let his guard down which is EVER so unfortunate...b/c little does he know that he one day will want 2 kick her bucket...& she will refuse and just allow the bucket to be filled w/ boiling water that will eventually evaporate into..take a wild guess now. go on ahead. You can do it! intooo: nothingness. w/e so i need a new Moee. im doing terrible, b/c i pick terrible moee's thats just it. All my fault. I know, but what can I say...I like the naughty type.
Back to the Nets Game. It was acceptable. The beginning was boring as is the beginning of every basetball game but the middle was interesting and Marques was doing pretty damn well. He got the ball even when he was on the damn bench haha. He is so effen sexy. I want to eat him...he could be my moee..if only i had spoken to him when i had the chance.
Poor Emmm, i know.
Well, We lost by 10 points...i was dying to get on that huge board thing...but they never showed me. I did everything but flash the damn Nets, ughhh. what more do u want from me...they didnt even send me a damn Tee...well how abouot this?
LICK IT NETS! [[all except Marques...i mean u could lick it but im pretty sure u'd want to entertain me some other ways...mwhaha]]
BTW, Thxx for inviting me to a game...&then LOSING.
Niice finishing touch. waste of my beautifully organized day.

hmm, Luckys a pretty handsome guy.

Nick and Norah's infinite playlist

Nick & Norah's Inifnite playlist.
By Rachel Cohn and David Levithan
It all starts when Nick sees an EX and asks Norah to be his 5-MIN-Girl Friend, and then with one kiss Nick and Norah start their journey through an immensely long slub scene filled night. In this one night Nick and Norah feel the sparks between them that no one else has brought on...but just as easily as they come, they get mixxed feelings and reactions. The book takes place from both Nick and Norah's points of view and has a less than 25hr time span...which is all they need, right? or was all they needed a TORRID kiss after no small talk? well find out and Read the book!

EXCELLENT Book! well written, its a must read and the POV's was worth while b/c Nick and Norah didnt have that whole we're-so-in-tuned-we're-ONE-thing going on...i mean that is so fucken cliche` right? well the book is awesome...you learn to fall in love with both characters in such a short time, and you understand how one decision can change sooo soo much! the dialogue is...remarkable [[for lack of a better word]] and i just looove the club scenes...they're not all glammed and marvelous, they're realistic AND fascinating. Musiqq takes on a major role in the book and you learn to appreciate the sounds ones soul can make...

HIGH RECCOMMENDED!!!

xoxo EM

How to make whip cream.

How to make whip cream.
By: YummyB and Gissal D. =D

You'll need:
1. Heavy Cream
2. Confessionist Sugar
3. Bowl
4. Whisk

Step one.
Pour one cup of heavy cream into bowl. Or as much heavy cream as you'll need. Please bear in mind that just Because it looks like a little doesnt mean anything because it will...uhm fluff up? haha.

Step two.
Pour a tbspn of Conf. Sugar with Heavy cream.

Step three.
Whisk away!!! Now dont think your gonna whisk for 5min. and TADA!! you have whipcream. No. Sorry, but no. I whisked [[quickly]] for about 10 minutes. Your arms get tired but if you flick your wrist quick enouph you'll be done faster. The thicker it gets the harder it gets to whisk. So as your arms get tired, please think: Hey, im almost there!!

Homemade whip cream tastes alot better then store brought and it only has 2 ingredients that your sure of. Be proud to do this stuff for yourself. I sure was. It made my Strawberry Banana jello taste even better!

Enjoy!

xoxo
--Em

Custody Weekend

I'm at Gissal&Peters.
Of course, i wasnt absolutely positive that i was coming today because of the Mongo Storm the sky threw up last night. The snow was brown in the streets by the time i left anyway. We just ate Fettucini Alfredo with Homemade Garlic Bread. For desert i had Strawberry Banana jello with homemade whip cream. I know, I know. i normally dont eat jello because its made out of Animal bone marrow but since i've finished my 6mths, my doctors having me fulfil some requirements. Jello not being one of them but still. If i can eat a cow, i can sure as hell have some damn Jello. So my physical the other day went terrible. I basically failed everything except my hearing test. My pee wasnt even worth an "Your OK, Ma'am". nope, not me, that would be too friggen easy for lil old Moi`. w.e. My eye sights a little shoddy but i did my best and squinted to the fullest because i love love love everything that i see. & i really couldnt do with Glasses, thats terrible, i know. I shouldnt be like that, but i cant. i have braces coming up and really im just fine. OK? i had to go to LabCorp for more lood work and so i had every friggen shot known to man. The maningitis-shyt hurt so BAD. omg, i was gonna like kill somebody but i could barely move my arm let alone maneuver a Rifle, thank you very much. So yeah my shots were terrible, i wined and everything. The friggen Blood work was a killer, though. The needle was skinny and long and it was in my arm for like ever! Grrr. The nurse wasnt helping me either. She was mean and old and grumpy and gave me the eye like i shouldnt have been there and made her work. Grr. Tomorrow, i have high hopes in going to Barnes&Noble with Gissal so we could sneak around ack and read all their books the whole day. Then we'll just skip over to their starbucks and swing down some cinnamon caramal latte. Hopefully. So school was cancelled today. Thank-friggen-gawd. because i wasnt sure i could stand those people for another day! i cant stand it, i want to just ditch that wak-crap school and bump over to some far away sun shine state. Lord will help me. Good Luck my loves.

xoxo
--EM

Interesting...

So a certain S decided to waltz in and dance him away from me. What does this mean? Why this means i am the next to begin the lauphing. Both of them are officially the crap under my shoe. S can just walk in with her cheap shoes and get him as a "Friend With Benefit" because that is all he will be to her. How do iknow that S has decided to take over w/out my knowledge, you ask? well, well, well, seeing as the Holiday i RETCH on just passed "Valentines Day" i was in charge of crappy Secret Cupid along with a few other friends. My beloved friends tried to hide the fact that S wrote "SaidPerson" a Stupid Secret Cupid. It said loads of Bytchy Shyt that S most likely didnt mean. it was ohh so funny i could even recall a specific line, a specificly idiotic line that is.
"Im so Glad i have you back in my life, we can just start this all over again, bla bla bla..." W-T-F is that supposed to mean?? huh? Does that mean that said person is over moi` & onto S again?? ::Em hold her hands up in "W-T-F" manner::
soo saidPerson was seen walking around school witha certain Valentines Day Package for a certain someone. Unfortunately everyone thought that someone was mee. since it wasnt i felt an odd tingling in my stomach that i could not place, hmm, weirdd. anyway so just recently i looked up said person's MS and surprisingly enouph, he had switched us. as in S was ahead of me. i breathe in deeply because Karma will catch up to them...

Hopefully before i do. im pretty sure Karma would be less cruel.

xoxo
--EM

Private Series Review

Private Series
By: Kate Brian

OK. Like most books, Reed Brennan finds her self Plain, Typical, and Boring. Like Most Books Reed Brennan is smart. Like most books nothing extraordinary happens to her...until she finds herself at Easton Acadamy Boariding School, and yet again "Like Most Books" Reed Brennan is there on Scholarship because originally she would not have had the money to go.
i know, i know. this is Like Most Books. W/E.
Reed finds herself catching the eye of Senior Hottie Thomas Pearson when shes only a Sophomore. yeah i know... ::em rolls eyes:: and once again "Like Most Books" she catches the eye of Eastons most elite dorm of Billings. Unfortunately they catch her spying on them through her window. she sits so close to the glass they call her Glass-Licker. heeh. anyway so the four most popular girls at Easton are now inviting her to their table. woo hoo how friggen original! lol hah anyway
What really shocked me about the story was that Reed understands what shes doing. what shes getting herself into. thats what originally attracted me to the book. that she wasnt just some other girl who was in denial about selling herself out for popularity. hah wow people r so effing shallow. I think this series has that type of daring that most books dont have while most of the time your flicking through the pages like "No FRIKKEN Way!!" but then your like "...this could totally happen" yeah soo just try the book out. and i guarantee you'll be hooked!! you'll hate some of it. love the rest. hah. just try it.
You know you want to.

Besides, when have i given faulty information?

xoxo EM

WAR

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I was ashamed when I was discharged in '06 of how the news outright lies and tells half-truths.Look what happened to 3rd Battalion,only military people know.

Whoaa! W-T-F? OK. tell mee thats not just a bit scary. This guy, "NobleDuke" he calls himself, has been writing up a STORM on [[so&so]] website. Im not going to write the said websites name because i am in no rush to endanger this guys life. His been to war i tink twice. i can only take a WILD guess and throw this out here. NobleDuke does not just mention that the news is not telling us the truth, but that they are out-right lying about the Iraqi War. Now, Of Course, we all know this already but i found this comment particularly intriguing since it was the follow-up of a Dixie Chicks Song "Im Not Ready to Make Nice". Please do me a favor and look up the lyrics before you do anything else. When your done with that you should read up more on it. I guarantee you will be most intrigued. anyway besides that. Hilary VS Obama. thats all anyone can think anymore is it? uhm, theres not much else i can say on the matter besides: May the Best Candidate Win? HAH. yeaah. just a bit cheeszy filled corn on the cob huh? i know but its true. i wish us all luck because the next president will change our futures.

xoxo EM

Valentines Dayy!

Happy V-Day.
Im not one to care for Valentines Day but hey, WTF, right? its alright this year i guess. my [[old]] SaidPerson had asked me about V-Day but i had told him i didnt like it, so 2day he comes to skoo with a whole bunch of PinkyGirlyCrap for this chickk that he once told me was to beat over him for a second glance. W/E. they could like screw eachother in the Mayans for all i care. soo E gave me a Valentines, Because she's totally cool in that "You think i care that your staring at me because of this hat, when really i only adore that your staring at me" way, and i have to love her for it. I mean who TF else could pull it off, except my wonderful, adorable, E? Its an adorably ugly monkey that says "I GO BANANAS OVER Y0U!" when you press his belly. yeaah. i know thats like so ttly frikken awesome. anyways, besides this V-Day CRAP-Ohh-Laah. there are better things. like the fact that i have a FWB now, i know, thats not good. but hey! better then nothing ritee? so we havent like tongued each other down or anything but we just like to act like we go out and amazingly its kindof over-the-top fun. i know it must sound weird but most of my life does...soo i like this guy but he went out w/ my friend and im pretty sure he still likes her. OUCH! i know, that hurts my feelings too. guys suck. w/e i need a break and i think im just gonna chill for a while until ya know, something worth while comes along.
Today in Major we started Figure Drawing its pretty cool... as long as Mr PaulMann doesnt make me model. Mr PaulMann's the new Student/Teacher whose a megaa-cool 22 yr old, and if XTina wasnt dating E.D. i'd like SOOOO hook her up with him because he's just that friggen kool. anyway so back to Figure drawing. i started figure drawing this person in my class [[lets call him Marney]] and Marney is like Megaa-Cute. DUH! why else would i chose this poor unfortunate soul? My friend likes him so...yeah, theres my Luck. Dont you see it? That thing that just flew past your head, out of the window? Im way too nice then what i get credit for. Catch you dolls later!
xoxo
--EM

Chrctersz

So thats ci & me after prom! i love love love her. she is my sister-riden-till-we-pass-out-drunk-in-da-car-chick! i got2 love that spunk about her, i guess thats why i love her. we look the opposite...and we probably ARE the opposite i think thats why we mesh so well together. but then again its like we see the exact sam e things some times...its weird. i know.



Boo, Mell, and Me. i know we're so far apart. usually i call them "The Midgets" or "BOOGERS" but i figured i'd enlighten u with my dear cousens name, which is really Alexx, and not Boo. Mells names is Melody...i like to call her Melody-ohh. She Hates it. hey - shes my little sister! i could call her W/E THE HELL I WANT2! lol gotta love'm

xoxo
-EM

Wray

Wray. Wrayv'hana is my baby cousen. She is only a year and a half old, and focuses mainly on stumbling around in her stockings and eating any thing she could get her tiny hands on. Her hair is her only fault because other than her frizziness she is absolu-teh-ley beautiful. No matter what she will always be perfect in my eyes. I have baby-sat her constantly and the only bad thing about her is that she wont stop eating. she constantly picks up a bag of chips and throws them at me so that i could open it. Her huge eyes were grey when she was first born but they steadily grew darker and just looking into them you could tell what they once were. Just watching her makes me soo excited to live my life. because when im an adult she will be just a toddler. I've watched her do so much, eat and lauph, walk around and cry. It really marvels me that someone so small could be so important, that someone so small could require so much love and care, because i really do give her my all when i take care of her. She's so fragile that it makes me want to just sit there and focus all of my energy on her. When i wonder about the wonders of life... I think of her. I think of how she's just that past that we all know we have but can never recall, and of how what i will remember there is little chance that she will remember as well. I mean, will she remember that i defended her from Richard when ever he tried to pop her hand for being bad? Will she remember that Richard taught her to call me BABU? Will she remember that her first step was on New Years? Will she remember that i spun her around so that we would both get dizzy and i wuld lay back on the floor and she would tap my stomach? Will she remember that i took videos of her and my grandfather stumbling around in the backyard? Probably Not. But i will. and i will fill her in on these things when she gets older. I never feel older than when im around her, yet she doesnt make me feel mature. She makes me feel like im 5 and we're best friends. Its weird but i love her for it, though these days are just a blur to her they're not to me. and she's just apart of the happiness i feel in my life. A big Part at that.

Nets

Guess who i met yesterday?!

Four Nets Players.
oh-my-friggen-gadd.
I dont even like basketball but if i culd just watch them sweat it out, i'd bee at every game. so i met Vince Carter, Josh Booner, Marcus Williams and some other guy that im not sure what his name is. anyway The Tallest, you ask? Josh Booner by like 4 inches. The Shortest, you ask? Marcus Williams. but he's 6`3 so could you imagine the size of these guys. i mean come on, im 4`11!! The cutest, you ask? Josh Booner VS. Marcus Williams. there could bee a serious degree debate on the matter. The Funniest, you ask? uhmmm the guy whose name im not sure of...let me look that up now actually...ok im back. Maybe it was Sean Williams. im not sure. lets call him Timmy! ok Timmy was HILARIOUS.
How did i meet them yuh ask?
Well since i am a Fine Art Major and i attend the Rosa L Parks school of Fine&Performing Arts. we were invited to the Nets Black History Event of the Month. The only school to go actually. and we werent even given a gud bus. we were given a Jigetts. but that doesnt matter. i got to see Hotty McHawt Pants Mr Marcus Williams joke around with his budies. yum. My artwork didnt win, so what? there were only 3 winners. and i was only on well speaking terms with the grand prize winner. and so what Jess got a signed Vince Carter Jersey with 4 VIP tickets to the Next game along with 4 roudtrip tickets to their next game in orlando...so what? so alot.
Grr. but im happy 4 Jess, i mean, i dont even like the damn sport. i just thought these guys were HAWT. anyway soo yeah it was alot but it wasnt organized. [[the players came late]] and there was NO food [[uhm teenagers here! we are growing every friggen day and all u could do was fatten us up and load us with stuff that culd harm our health i.e. cookies, soda, and brownies...OK so there was water and fruit. but come on. once again teenagers here! what teenager do YUH know wuld pick fruit &water when it was standing pathetically in line next to soda and brownies....i thought so.]] anyway. there was no staph. just people in suits hanging sround acting important. i culd tell they were important, because a) they looked excited, and what kind of important person wuld be excited to see a bunch of souped up art geekx swoon over their friends art work and some B-Ball player? and b) they studdered 2much, wouldnt stand still 4 two seconds and kept wiping the sweat off their nervous faces. no offense. it was GR8! and of course Jess was interviewed and everything. she even made the tuesday paper i think. i looked the whole thing up online, and nothing. Zippo, zilch, nada, natres`. nothing more then just mentioning that nets and Amtrack had a BHM event and they kept saying it was with middle schoolers. we're not middle schoolers. we're close 2 college now thank u very much. anyway so yeah thats mee complaining. wish i wuld have had the balls 2 take a pic. but w/e i thought we were going to a GAME. heehee silly mee. Im OUttie 4 2night. catch u buuhbsz MANIAN, yo.

xoxo
--EM

Bartimaeus Trilogy Review

The Bartimaeus Trilogy
By: Johnathon Stroud

Book 1: The Amulet of Samarkand
Book 2: The Golems Eye
Book 3: Ptolemy's Gate.

I just finished. All of them. Today.

well...
I loved it! I was first introduced to the book in K-Mart while strolling down....

BUT REVIEW FIRST, STORY LATER!

Review

Johnathon Strouds "Bartimaeus Trilogy" is about a young magician named Nathaniel he somehow feels that he could out-do any other magician even the Senior MAGICIANSZ! when really he's barely started school. Now these magicians are different they dont just "have power!" "ABRAKA-FRIKKEN-DABRA!".

NO.
They use magical creatures to help them. Once these magical creatures are summoned...They are slaves to the magician who summoned them until the magician feels he has no more doings for the djinni. Bartimaeus is the djinni that Nathaniel summons one day because he seeks revenge, revenge over a certain magician he feels he can outwit. Nathaniel & Bartimaues face everything together and along the way they come across someone unexpected: A Commoner. watch Stroud's fascinating tail of magic and espionage spin together to make the most realistically fascinating book i've read.

The book was was beautiful, well written with wry, witty, sarcasm that makes me fall in loooove with Bartimaues. when you get the book, you will find footnotes in certain chapters. These footnotes are only present when Bartimaeus is narrating. He is a wonderful narator and i love his sense of humor. The footnotes will have you rolling on the floor lauphing. & when u sit back down on your seat you will be on edge because if your not lauphing yous being shocked, suprised, or just simply thrilled. The whole 3 books are wonderful. its not one of those trilogies were the author gets sick of their own book and loses enthusiasm so the books lose spark as the books go on, but rather they get better and better!! its a wonderful series and...

HIGHLY RECOMMENDED

I was strolling down the 10 foot long shelving of best sellers and crappy [[never-looked-at-twice]] books WHEN, all of a sudden something shiny caught my eye. [[i kno it sounds cliche` but Hey! its true...the cover was smooth and colorful and shiny]] so i see this book i've been DYING to read [[Artemis Fowl]] and all of a sudden pershed right next to it are 3 extremely GORGEOUS BOOKSZ! i bent over picked it up and read the back....intriguing as it was i only bought it because my private book wasnt there and they desperately lacked the proper materials fr me to walk around content so i strolled off with the book and bribed peter 2 buy it for me [[i would be silent for the rest of the day]] of course like "all" booksz there were some parts that i had to put the book down and re-adjust before starting over....but there is no perfect book an this book is pretty DAMN close!! =D

xoxo
--Em

Giants WIN

YES YES YES!!
GIANTSZ WON THE EFFING SUPER BOWL BIYATCHES!!
YOU THOUGHT WE COULDNT DO IT?!
WELL WE DID
17 - 14
PICKED IT UP IN THE LAST 2 MINS OF THE GAME WOOOOOO!

anyway!
yeah soo the super bowl was Feb 3, 2008. best Footbal game EVER!
the last 5 minutes were the most exciting.
Manning did a fascinating throw to Tyree i think it was 45yrds, yo.
Bangen Game. Manning is ma boy, i knew he could do it!
59 seconds to go and we still caught up yo!
GIANTSZ STOMPED DEM OUT YO!!

Patriots think that just cause they got Brady they could win...
well Manning MANNED up, and out-Bradyed- Brady...
yeah i know i need to stop but such an exhillarating game will never bee 4gotten.
Half Time sucked.
Commercials were OK. GAME WAS GR8!
wish i wuld have recorded...Football is an amazing sport. :D
I LOVE YUH MANNING!!!
THXX!!

Super Bowl

OK OK OK!! so 2day is the Super Bowl.

New England Patriots VS. New York Giants

Hmm. Whose Gonna win?
Dont know!!
Whose team am i for?
GIANTS!!!!!
Why?
Cause they ROCK!

Goen to Ci's house 2day 2 watch the SuperBowl.
We're always against eachother.
She's a Boston fan.
Ima Yankees.
She's a Jets[[goen4Patriots2day]]fan.
Ima Giants.
She doesnt like Soccer.
I do.
See?
Gosh!! well anyway.
her&moee tlk on the fone now.
Guess what about.
ME.
Go Figure.
which Reminds me...

GOOOO GIANTSZ!!
:D

JUNO

JUNO


Juno w Ellen Page and Micheal Cera is about 16 yr old Juno MacGuff who who is faced w an unplanned pregnancy. She finds the perfect couple to adopt her baby and flirts with adulthood. She faces the complications of denial and relationship issues because of her divorced parents. She faces not only the typical difficulties of Teenage pregnancy but the more complex inner emotions of the whole ordeal...its a GR8 movie. I loved it from Beginning to End because of its constant wry//sarcastic humor. Micheal was GR8, just as he was in SuperBad, the movie constantly has yuh lauphing. i loved it. Ellen Page was exquisite, she's a wonderfull actress. she was perfect for the part, you could really tell she understood and FELT her role. her humor was fantastic, and so were her actions...the music was guhd too. haha i mite just buy the soundtrack....

HIGHLY RECOMMENDED

I AM LEGEND

I AM LEGEND.

I AM LEGEND starring Will Smith and a beautiful German Shepherd was about the "only one" [[Will Smith]]. I walked into the movie theatre without reading a review or even fully knowing what it was about. and i loved it.
Its the future [[2020 to be exact]] and the cure of cancer is found. Unfortunately this cure unleashes some type of disease which changes living form. Humans die out n those who catch eat people. Theres no cure, and Will Smith searches willingly because he feel he can "fix this".

It was a great, i loved the movie. and would watch it again in a heartbeat. It was kind of creepy but all together it was an outstanding performance. It really got you thinking, and i sure as hell scared the crap out of me but it was guhd. Will Smith's performance was OUTSTANDING, i mean you felt every emotion that passed his face. The whole movie kept you on the edge of your seat from beginning to end, very nail-biting and such, etc, etc. The ending was just a bit lacking. But this was probably just because the movie was soo action packked it constantly kept you on your toes. and i barely had time to comprehend the climax before the end credits were pushed on screen. just my valued opinion of course but what ever.

HIGHLY RECOMMENDED :XD

Living with a Clepto

Living with a Clepto.

Rules to Living with a Poor excuse of a Klepto; which means they're not really mentally disturbed its just so much as they cant take their eyes off of what you have;otherwise known as Bootleg Clepto.

1. Distance yourself from them. Because once they've reached your comfort zone thats their comfort zone as well.
2. Leave them with no trust or respect. they should be treated like the grovel beneath your feet. Dirty and virtually useless.
3. No counting money in front of them. IDC if its 30 cents; dont do it.
4. Dont invite them to parties. i mean come on; we're talking about a Clepto HERE.
5. You probably should confront them; even though chances are they're going to deny everything you accuse them of because 99.9% of the Clepto population also happen to make up a large number of the Liar population. Who knew, right?
6. Buy better Locks. Clepto's happen to be excellent lockpicks.
7. Dont be nice...that attracts them and gives them more of an excuse to be around your pretty valuables.
8. Dont expect anything at all; especially smiles because Clepto's happen to be stingy and cheap.
9. Leave the lights on when you leave the house. enouph said.
10. Dont bother hinting; they have no conscience.

OneRepublic

OK the group OneRepublic has been working on their 1&only CD [[so far]] for about 3 years.
its really guhd!
you could ttly tell how much effort was put into the CD.
Its so good that i can never just skip a song to go to the ones i like most because there all much2guhd,
so i listen2them anyway...
The CD consists of 12 of their original songs and then #13 which is the remix of Apologize by Timbaland...
Personally i like the ORIGINAL better...but thats just me.

Songs:
Say [[all i need]]
Mercy
Stop&Stare
Apologize
Goodbye, Apathy
All fall down
Tyrant
Prodigal
wont stop
all we are
someone to save you
come home
Apologize [[remix w/timbaland]]

my top faves are the bold 1sz.
i cant say there just my faves because i love the whole damn CD.
[[its the only thing that will get me through my HW!!]]
yea. i love this CD& if you just pay attention2the words you really start to wonder:
"why isnt all music like this?!"
yeaaah. all of their songs are well-written and they sing with such....ughhh.
cant find the word.
Passion? Love? Emotion?
Yes, emotion, thats it.
Emotion...
That word now gives me the chills!! YUM
great CD!!!!!

<3>
[[buy2!]]

P.S. i love you

P.S. I Love You Review

P.S. I love you with Hilary Swank [[Freedom Writers]], Harry Connick Jr [[singer//Hope Floats with Sandra Bullock]], Lisa Kudrow [[Friends the TV show]]and a really cute Irish guy whose name im unsure of.
Personally i liked the movie in general, it was pretty sad. The beginning is a bit depressing, and of course im known to shed a few tears. i cried a little, lauphed alot. it was a funny movie. Like most Romance/Comedy's the movie had its embarrassing scenes along with a few heart-breaking ones. i liked it alot. It was about a woman whose Husband dies just 3weeks before her birthday because of a brain tumor, he knew he was going to die and planned on her getting letters from him even after his death. She gets these letters telling her silly little things like:
by a new outfit, get a realistic job, stop mourning his death, take a vacation, go to a club, etc. and she does these things all the while meeting 2new interesting guys in this odd way. As she does everything he says she remembers him more&more and feels him around her. Small things trigger her memory and she recalls, how they first met, some conversation, or special dates they went on. its all really cute and heart touching. I wasnt really into the ending...that much. i would've perferred a different one. Just my opinion, Go watch it, but take a box of cleanex if your one to cryy. =]

HIGHLY RECOMMENDED!! XD