I've come to realize..

that i dont like people,
at all .
as you can imagine this is a very distrurbing conclusion one came come across but hey- i did it, right ?
With this realization I've learned that i dislike people in general and not just the many absurd titles, labels, cliques, genres, ETC. of the average persona because i've also come to realize that the human race cannot breed sucessfully without a harsh and even cruel class system- just the whole frikken crap load of people in this world are waiting for the oppurtuinty to push someone off their pedestal and sit their fat bottom up there.
So, go ahead and ask me. Whats My Problem?
People in general, are my problem.
Yeah, this sucks.
But apparently i've got to live with it.

Due to this knowledge im able to keep myself from throwing up throughout the course of my measely, pretty-much eventless, adolescent day.

*and hey do my a favor by not turning this into some bias post by assuming im exclusing myself from the "the crap load of people" i speak of, hell no. okay, no where in this post did i claim to be above and beyond the pettyness of the average human, notice how i said AVERAGE, and didnt just clump everybody together like we're all just one working organelle. Nope. Im pretty sure i make people wanna fucken throw up too.

Ronnie

You like ?

Okay, so his names Ronnie, and we just so happen to meet by chance. My mother was a faithful viewer of last seasons Make Me A Supermodel and I came across what must be Gods closest-to-perfect Male. Now, i didnt see his physical potential right off the bat however while taking a good long look at his features i did realize they were almost flawless. There was nothing i found wrong with his physical appearance however i should have known it was all too good to be true.
Ronnie and i, nor any other female for that matter, will never in a million years have any type of romantic chemistry. He's homosexual..
This hit a little to close to home and i found this bit of information extremely upsetting. I took it personally. This beautiful man was given the one flaw no female could live with. However, i will never bring myself to call him a "wasted beauty".

The New year

So Christmas has come and gone. Does it really matter is you got an iPod or a new pair of jeans ? as long as it was a nice holiday right ? Hm.. I suppose thats how things should work, its a right shame thatsa fallacy. I got Lucky a batman comforter which i really wanted to get him while he got himself the XBox 360. I think all girls who love their boyfriends and intend on keeping them around should listen to me when i say: "Do not let your boyfriend buy any form of game system that they want if they spend any amount of time at home above average."

I say this not only for the good of mankind but for the well being of every romantic relationship, no matter the age of the relationship or the people comitted. it doesnt matter, because im starting to realize that males hardly ever fully mature. hmph.

anyhow, im going off on a tangent, here(:

Alexis Angel is now fully addicted to XBox Live.

i barely see my boyfriend.

what a pity!



Moving on:So he got me a pair of Coach sneakers that were way too expensive but really nice. he's so sweet (when he wants to be). Mhm. Soo, Christmas was nice though i didnt get Luckys till New years eve when he came over and we opened them together. My mother has the video hah, maybe i'll put it up.