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She Aint Right by Lee Brice

"She's got her daddy's tongue and temper;Sometimes her mouth could use a filter;God shook his head the day he built her; But i bet he smiled;She loves and lives her life unruly;Tears up that dirt road in a dually;Dangerous? Absolutely!And in a little while she'll be roundin'that corner on 3 wheels, ain't slowin' down,yellin' "C'mon jump in" always up to somethin', crazy got nothin on her."

So, I came across these lyrics and googled them. There really good lyrics and it turned up to be
a song called "She Aint Right" by Lee Brice.
Heres the whole song You guys should definitely check it out:

She got her daddy's tongue and temper
Sometimes her mouth could use a filter
God shook his head the day he built her
Oh, but I bet he smiled
She loves and lives her life, unruly
Tears up that dirt road up in a dualy
Dangerous, absolutely
And in a little while
She'll be roundin' that corner on three wheels
Ain't slowin down, yellin, "Come on, jump in"
Always up to somethin, crazy, got nothin' on her
She ain't right
She ain't right
She ain't right
But she's just right for me
She says she wants to meet my momma
I said, "I don't think you oughta
Be like mixin' oil and water
"But by midnight, she had
Momma on the coffee table, dancin
'Comin' unwound
Good God, I swear, can't take her anywhere
What's the girl gonna do next?
She ain't right
She ain't right
She ain't right
But she's just right for me
Every once in a while, she gives me that smile
And says, "I just don't see somebody like you
Lovin' somebody like me
"She ain't right No, she ain't right
She ain't right
She ain't right
She ain't right
But she's just right, she's just right
She's just right for me
Mmm, she's just right, she's just right
She ain't right but she's just right for me

Alex says "DONT DROWN!"

[9:01] Em: handsome.
[9:01] Em: ima take a shower.
[9:01] Lucky: ok!
[9:01] Lucky: lol
[9:02] Em: you gonna be here, when i get out..
[9:02] Lucky: yes.
[9:02] Lucky: dont drown plzzzz i wouldnt kno what to do with out you
[9:02] Em: i'll try not to, no promises though
[9:02] Lucky: lol

Thats love, I swear. ;]

My grandaddy

i love him.
Yes, yes yes. I am a Grandaddys girl. he spoils me like no other and im sure to almsot always be on his side, no matter what. i love him, forever and always. So he wanted me to paint him this thing for Christmas; a kind of spiritual landscape.. but i hadnt had the time to do it for him so instead im making him a CD with a whole bunch of du wops and stuff. Im actually really interested in what he has to say about my choice of music. I stole a few of the songs from the Top100 Du wop songs.. however im just a little weary on if i should order them.. ?
i dont know, but here are the songs:
(No particular order of course)

Sweet Pea - Tommy Roe
Red Red Wine - ?
In the still of the Night - Five Satins
Blue Moon - Sha Na Na Na
Tears on my pillow - Little Anthony and the imperiorials
Sylvias Mother - Bobby bare
Earth Angel - The Penguins
Benny and the Jets - Elton John
Unchained Melody - The righteous brothers
Where or When - dion and the belmonts
Once in a while - the chimes
this magic moment - Jay and the Americans
She cried - Jay and the Americans
I'll be seeing you - The Skyliners
there goes my baby - the drifters
Remember then - Larry chance and the earls
Maggie May - Rod Stewart
Old man - Neil Young

Now.. as you can see its not solely doo wop. However it is mostly doo wop and im open to any suggestions such as.. should i make 2CDs ? one for only doo wop one for other ? should i really be considered on the order ? if i order them at all should i order them by tempo then.. because Sylias mother is more of a slow kind of sad song while this magic moment is kind of more upbeat compared to the rest of course, (:

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Yepp.
You read right,
Soo Lucky came over last night whilst my mother was out partying like no other... :DD
he came over round 7:30 and we ordered the pizza. After that we laid down on my bed and made out for a while.. but then we just laid there out, next to each other and stuff and so i told him what i had to say.
That I was pretty much tired of giving this relationship my all while he barely did anything because he felt he didnt have too. I told him I didnt think I could do this anymore. He asked me if I wanted to break up with him. Of course I dont want to break up with him. Note the emphasis on want. I love him, of course i would never want to leave him, but I cant continue to cheat myself. i deserve the respect I give, or maybe thats just how I see it. He agreed with me.
Im glad he did.

But yeah, so we hang out and laid down together, i love spending time with him. Just laying with him or joking around or kissing. anything with him is everything to me.
So whatever, Somewhere in between all of this canoodling and eating (because you know ima fatass) he mentions how him and Mancebo are gonna make it big because they've already got a clothing line they just need a few more things and they're all set. Then he suggests that i write for them because he feels im good with words and that im very articulate.
I say yes, of course. (as long as hes run it by Mancebo)
I would do anything for him and I believe he would do anything for me. We just have different terms and im hoping that after all that I've said yesterday he can sort of redirect those terms. Not completely, of course, because i love him for him, i truely love that boy for who he is. I just know that hes capable of so much more and im just asking him to be the best Alexis Angel that he can be. I'll help.
Promise.

12/12/08

ooooookay.
hi, so catch this sons and daughters of the adolescent mind ;]
im kind of bored. yeah, yeah. so i figured i sit my happy self down and BS to a bunch of strangers(: im watching Ben10 right now. i love this show, its awesome because Ben is Hawt and even though its pretty much the Same concept as every other damn cartoon out there, i still manage to find that theres definitely something unique about it.. hm.
But so yeah. My day was alright. Actually it was pretty awesome.
M's like Flipping out because B is flirting with some dumb freshman bimbo; but there are different sides to every story, ya know ? Soo since B and I chilled pretty much all day today he told me HIS side. he had side that some freshman bimbo, her names AMBER, mother knows his mother sooo after school she manages to give him rides and stuff, he thinks that since him and M arent together any more that having friends is definitely not worth M getting jealous over, which she was completely WRONG about because B had made an amazing point:
B and M are no longer going out.
Sooo what he does is none of HER buisness, so whatever, shes my friends so i stuck by her side even though Em was quick to be defensive of her own opinions. Only i'll let M hear my opinions herself, im not gonna make her feel like a moron and put her on the spot when she thinks shes right; Blah, whatever. But so yeah. M got this notebook from our Bio teacher yesterday and started writing so much crap about all of the people she dislikes. which was pretty funny so i decided to write some stuff too, because there are a few people i dislike.
-- Notice how i was mature enough to state DISLIKE instead of the over dramatic and most over used statement in socity today: hate.
Psh, please.
i can do better things with my time then waste countless amounts of time on people who are definitely not in my favor, thank you very much.
but so yeah. At Ems sweet16 practice today, B and I were trying to figure out this puzzle thing, right ? and he kept playing with my hair and stuff.
M got real real jealous, and i could tell, so i move away from him and hes like mega quick to say that now his cold because he hadnt realized how close we were, so i say sorry, and he says hes okay with it. i wanted nothing more at that time and place then to note that M sure as hell wasnt okay with it. but i let (yes, i said let) things alone.
woe, is me.
i need less dramatic friends.

o.0 and i had also realized today that Em is gonna be just as Fake as C was at her 15.
Shes got this friend L or whatever, and everything that came out of my mouth must have been at such a pitch and volume that only dolphins had heard because i know sure as hell Em didnt.
Whatever, friends are friends.
I'm just not good at finding them, i see.

5months soon..

Our Relationship so far:

so Alexis and I make that 5month mark next week.
mhm, and i've come to realize that there are certain aspects in him that i dont love. Sometimes he seems to not care being rude and saying things the Alexis that i know would never say and mean.. he doesnt want to meet my family.
its okay.. i understand.
but what i dont understand, is how he doesnt want me to meet his mother. that pains me so much. he has met my mother for about 5months now. whats wrong with me, that hes so ashamed ? . . . .
is my age really that potent in our relationship that he would put it in risk of going any further "just because"? He claims that we shouldnt take things to fast, and his mother wont like me.
im not gonna pretend like that didnt sting either.
i love him.
he loves me.. there are even times when he cant bare to talk to me.. he just picks up my phone call with "What ?" and then he says "we'll talk later." when i ask why he retorts with "i dont want to talk to you right now, Yamile. I just dont want to talk to you right now." The words themselves are harsh.
imagine his tone.
i dont know what to do with my self sometimes.. im not going to lie and say that im always satisfied, but i take him into consideration every way that i possibly can, Can he honestly say the same for me ?
sigh, i think he can.
i think this is as much it goes for him.
maybe i want more.
no, no, i just want him.
and if this him, then this what i want..
i love him, with all my heart. i'll try as hard as i can to make this work because i know i can count on him.. and i want him to know that he can count on me.
he does already count on me..
its a real shame he doesnt want to..

KMart

okay, soooooo get this.
now, i sit at my lunch table with usually about five [5] other people: LL, Em, Mariah, KR, and Sheemy OR Nacho.
i say Sheemy OR Nacho because my lame-oh ART school has a 2day schedule. not so lame- just dumb(:
mhm, but back to the point. Soo me being a sophmore and all most of those people are just like, female sophmores. besides Sheemy, whose this shovanistic pig of male senior whose under the impression me and him will one day smash. sure okay, whatever; mhm, but soo Nacho's LLs' little cousen, shes a freshman, and pretty quiet at that. KR's birthday is today sooo yesterday, Friday December 05, 2008 Em, Mariah, and I head straight over to Mariahs house because they all live in the same area sooo since we couldnt hit up KR's house until seven [7] we decided to kick back at Mariah's. Which was cool, btw, cause she just switched apartments and its basically all renovated. Now Lucky doesnt like when i go to Mariahs, and i totally understand why, its because she has an influence on me like no other, around her i do everything and anything.
one word: ILLEGAL.

i mean of course it shouldnt matter whose house i go to but i dont want to give myself anything to fear in life so i tell her we should hit up Em's soon. i say "Fear in Life" because i dont want to catch lung caner, i dont want to become an addict, nor do i want to drunkenly topple off of a roof.i also wouldnt like to give any reason for Alexis Angel to lose all hope in our relationship and abandon me like he should have/would have some time ago.
i know lucky has my well being at heart, so im glad i listen to him when i do.
Now this doesnt mean i do anything and everything he tells me to do OR ELSE, because Mariah and Em are under the impression that it does.
it simply means that i value and respect his opinion because i know he has my well being at heart. but anyway, enough about my boyfriend. more about FRIDAY.
so Mariah and i walk over to Em's where we practically fall asleep with boredom.
its okay thought because eventually we call KR and ask her if we can go over round five [5] and she says "sure, why not" so now we're outside her house, in the car with Em's mom, all our sleep over baggage in the trunk and KR says we cant come in, because shes not done cleaning.
we had a fit. but it was alright because then we went to KMart; which was awesome(:
They had the Guitar Hero WorldTour out for people to try it out and there were these two little boys one of which was around eleven [11] or twelve [12] the other one was around seven [7] or eightish [8]. Em figures we stand up behind them for a while they would get annoyed and move on to some other toy. which didnt really work out as planned because they didnt go far after they left. When they left though we started hustling over for parts which was kind of difficult due to the fact that Em's little brother bebo was there..
GR !
That kid kept talking to us in the car, only we didnt realize it. soo while one of us was explaining something to the other two bebo was getting all heated about how nobody listens to him, psh. well he should stop talking then, okay okay i'll stop cause that kids kinda cool.
but mhm, so now we're playing and this kid whose nice with the guitar [seven or eight year with these cute little glasses] asks me if i know who Brian Pasmino is. [i called this kid Brian Palamino the whole time because i was thinking ofhorse either and i figured it was a close call.. it was] so i say No, i dont know who Brian Palamino is and he says "PASMINO. he's a bully ! he says, he says he wants to beat me up and stick, stick my head ina ina toilet." i was outraged.
like WTF ?
why is this seven yr. old kid being bullied. so i ask him; i ask "is this kid bigger then you?" and he says, get this, NO. so i say ghee, why dont you sock that kid in the face, mannn. then the little boy asks me if i think boys who hit girls are punks, and i say "HELL YEAH !" and he laughs and says "thats what my big sister said.. "
My point:
i learned this little kids life in 10minutes.
and i dont even know his name(: