I've come to realize..

that i dont like people,
at all .
as you can imagine this is a very distrurbing conclusion one came come across but hey- i did it, right ?
With this realization I've learned that i dislike people in general and not just the many absurd titles, labels, cliques, genres, ETC. of the average persona because i've also come to realize that the human race cannot breed sucessfully without a harsh and even cruel class system- just the whole frikken crap load of people in this world are waiting for the oppurtuinty to push someone off their pedestal and sit their fat bottom up there.
So, go ahead and ask me. Whats My Problem?
People in general, are my problem.
Yeah, this sucks.
But apparently i've got to live with it.

Due to this knowledge im able to keep myself from throwing up throughout the course of my measely, pretty-much eventless, adolescent day.

*and hey do my a favor by not turning this into some bias post by assuming im exclusing myself from the "the crap load of people" i speak of, hell no. okay, no where in this post did i claim to be above and beyond the pettyness of the average human, notice how i said AVERAGE, and didnt just clump everybody together like we're all just one working organelle. Nope. Im pretty sure i make people wanna fucken throw up too.

Ronnie

You like ?

Okay, so his names Ronnie, and we just so happen to meet by chance. My mother was a faithful viewer of last seasons Make Me A Supermodel and I came across what must be Gods closest-to-perfect Male. Now, i didnt see his physical potential right off the bat however while taking a good long look at his features i did realize they were almost flawless. There was nothing i found wrong with his physical appearance however i should have known it was all too good to be true.
Ronnie and i, nor any other female for that matter, will never in a million years have any type of romantic chemistry. He's homosexual..
This hit a little to close to home and i found this bit of information extremely upsetting. I took it personally. This beautiful man was given the one flaw no female could live with. However, i will never bring myself to call him a "wasted beauty".

The New year

So Christmas has come and gone. Does it really matter is you got an iPod or a new pair of jeans ? as long as it was a nice holiday right ? Hm.. I suppose thats how things should work, its a right shame thatsa fallacy. I got Lucky a batman comforter which i really wanted to get him while he got himself the XBox 360. I think all girls who love their boyfriends and intend on keeping them around should listen to me when i say: "Do not let your boyfriend buy any form of game system that they want if they spend any amount of time at home above average."

I say this not only for the good of mankind but for the well being of every romantic relationship, no matter the age of the relationship or the people comitted. it doesnt matter, because im starting to realize that males hardly ever fully mature. hmph.

anyhow, im going off on a tangent, here(:

Alexis Angel is now fully addicted to XBox Live.

i barely see my boyfriend.

what a pity!



Moving on:So he got me a pair of Coach sneakers that were way too expensive but really nice. he's so sweet (when he wants to be). Mhm. Soo, Christmas was nice though i didnt get Luckys till New years eve when he came over and we opened them together. My mother has the video hah, maybe i'll put it up.

Happy Holidays everyone.
Maybe you're a little stressed out ?
Relax.

*Alone.

She Aint Right by Lee Brice

"She's got her daddy's tongue and temper;Sometimes her mouth could use a filter;God shook his head the day he built her; But i bet he smiled;She loves and lives her life unruly;Tears up that dirt road in a dually;Dangerous? Absolutely!And in a little while she'll be roundin'that corner on 3 wheels, ain't slowin' down,yellin' "C'mon jump in" always up to somethin', crazy got nothin on her."

So, I came across these lyrics and googled them. There really good lyrics and it turned up to be
a song called "She Aint Right" by Lee Brice.
Heres the whole song You guys should definitely check it out:

She got her daddy's tongue and temper
Sometimes her mouth could use a filter
God shook his head the day he built her
Oh, but I bet he smiled
She loves and lives her life, unruly
Tears up that dirt road up in a dualy
Dangerous, absolutely
And in a little while
She'll be roundin' that corner on three wheels
Ain't slowin down, yellin, "Come on, jump in"
Always up to somethin, crazy, got nothin' on her
She ain't right
She ain't right
She ain't right
But she's just right for me
She says she wants to meet my momma
I said, "I don't think you oughta
Be like mixin' oil and water
"But by midnight, she had
Momma on the coffee table, dancin
'Comin' unwound
Good God, I swear, can't take her anywhere
What's the girl gonna do next?
She ain't right
She ain't right
She ain't right
But she's just right for me
Every once in a while, she gives me that smile
And says, "I just don't see somebody like you
Lovin' somebody like me
"She ain't right No, she ain't right
She ain't right
She ain't right
She ain't right
But she's just right, she's just right
She's just right for me
Mmm, she's just right, she's just right
She ain't right but she's just right for me

Alex says "DONT DROWN!"

[9:01] Em: handsome.
[9:01] Em: ima take a shower.
[9:01] Lucky: ok!
[9:01] Lucky: lol
[9:02] Em: you gonna be here, when i get out..
[9:02] Lucky: yes.
[9:02] Lucky: dont drown plzzzz i wouldnt kno what to do with out you
[9:02] Em: i'll try not to, no promises though
[9:02] Lucky: lol

Thats love, I swear. ;]

My grandaddy

i love him.
Yes, yes yes. I am a Grandaddys girl. he spoils me like no other and im sure to almsot always be on his side, no matter what. i love him, forever and always. So he wanted me to paint him this thing for Christmas; a kind of spiritual landscape.. but i hadnt had the time to do it for him so instead im making him a CD with a whole bunch of du wops and stuff. Im actually really interested in what he has to say about my choice of music. I stole a few of the songs from the Top100 Du wop songs.. however im just a little weary on if i should order them.. ?
i dont know, but here are the songs:
(No particular order of course)

Sweet Pea - Tommy Roe
Red Red Wine - ?
In the still of the Night - Five Satins
Blue Moon - Sha Na Na Na
Tears on my pillow - Little Anthony and the imperiorials
Sylvias Mother - Bobby bare
Earth Angel - The Penguins
Benny and the Jets - Elton John
Unchained Melody - The righteous brothers
Where or When - dion and the belmonts
Once in a while - the chimes
this magic moment - Jay and the Americans
She cried - Jay and the Americans
I'll be seeing you - The Skyliners
there goes my baby - the drifters
Remember then - Larry chance and the earls
Maggie May - Rod Stewart
Old man - Neil Young

Now.. as you can see its not solely doo wop. However it is mostly doo wop and im open to any suggestions such as.. should i make 2CDs ? one for only doo wop one for other ? should i really be considered on the order ? if i order them at all should i order them by tempo then.. because Sylias mother is more of a slow kind of sad song while this magic moment is kind of more upbeat compared to the rest of course, (: