And today was cool..
aha.
"ishooturun" couldnt understand it till i was down on the ground. damnn that niqqa hada way of calmen me down.
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"she said 'it was just one of them nights' witha nod of her head. i knew she was talken about the drugs she took then, the liquor consumed, and the bodies under her bed. it tooka second to realize the bitch was just done. to many 'unforgettable' nights for her to remember just one."
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desmadugrados
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ohh shiiit.just finish watching Al diablos con los Guapos haha. and did u fucken knowww.. that mili y alejandro r like 30fucken years apart... ohh shiit. i taped eugenio's pictures to my bathroom wall for NUFFEN?? woo, mili's getten more action then 20year old playmates ;Dlove u kara
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look, we're not pirates and we dont have viruses.
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8.10.2008
7.31.2008
birthday present
So basically, im in the middle of nowhere. also know as masonvill, upstate NY. nothing like the wonderfully charming capital of the world New York. No no no. this is Hicksville, my dears.
okay. so a portion of every damn summer since i was about 8 years old, has been spent in this damned house. now.. i dont like this place.
and i have made that point very clear over the passed few years. pointedly refusing to get in the car on the trips here. but being dragged in on a number of occasions both emotionally and physically. Now. i asked my mother. no.. i pretty much begged the woman who gave birth to me some measley 15years ago to let me celebrate my birthday in wonderful NJ. she took my anger to account for once in her life and decided 'Sure, why not." i was ecstatic.
well surprise surprise, mummy had kept her word. the weekend before my wonderful date of birth my mother adorns me with the wonderful news that i will stay in new jersey for my birthday as promised.. i'll just be leaving the next morning is all.
Nice birthday present mom, thanks alot.
however, seeing as this news highly upsets her first born daughter, my mother calms me down with the promise that i will remain only two weeks.
whatever.
that brings me.. here.
i havent been here two weeks and i feel both physicall and mentally ill. my allergies are going to kill me out in the end, im sure. i've taken about 3benadryls which have YET to kick in. and my eyes itch to a point where if i rubbed them any more, the swelling would do permanent damage. my nose has not only been stuffy. but constantly bleeding for some irksome reason that i am highly unsure of. along with all of this i have gone into mope mode. which means i have spent the passed 12days locked up in the confines of the room they have spared me. rereading harry potter books and staring at an odd stain on the ceiling. or the unders of the quilt. i get up only for purposes that recquire a kitchen or bathroom. i feel dreadful. however, that is not the icing on the cake my dear friends, because the icing on the cake is this...
i am here under supervision that im sure prisoners deserve and/or recquire because my dearest grandparents are under the impression that the jersey life style is no life style for a boy-crazed teen. hah! beat that, nontheless eat it, for it is the icing on the cake.
Hmm, it feels wonderful to know that one tiny mistake has gotten me here to this place i dread so. yes one minor flaw in my utterly wonderful plan. had they not seen a 17year old stuf muffin outside my friends house at the party that she was holding while i stuck my head in the car to kiss him, i would probably not be in this predicament. ahh all is fair in love and war, right? however that applies here in its own sick way i am unsure of, but it is the only reason i have yet to stab myself in the leg with a fork. because seeing as the elderly of my family are under the mild impression that new jersey will bring nothing to me but sex, drugs, and gang banging males i am watched over by hawks. constantly interrogated on who i am speaking with and the biography of that person..
oh yes wait..
sorry. they were asking whether i was speaking to anybody. well..honestly, everytime i pick up a phone it is the same questions, unless my answer however varies from. 'a friend, no you dont know her, yes it is a her, get away from me please.' then a new wave of inquisition springs up and i am .. well here.i like my home.. i like seeing people besides the ones i am living with. i have seen nobody. i have done nothing. i have enjoyed no time being here. i dislike this place with such gusto i feel that only drugs can help my subconcious to stray from the idea of burning the damn place down. i fear for my sanity..
oh yes, my friends, there is more.
mummy dearest called the other day. and i asked her at what time she would care to pick me up, she was unsure.. because the 9th was far enough away for her not to care.
wait. the ninth? are you kidding me? i was under the strict impression that i would be leaving the second as promised. but no.. she pushed that promise away from me rather smoothly saying she had promised her parents she would stay for that weekend. that specific weekend. that weekend that would leave me here a week extra, so that i can become even more depressed.
i want to go home, even if in that house that i call home dwells the very reason i am here.
okay. so a portion of every damn summer since i was about 8 years old, has been spent in this damned house. now.. i dont like this place.
and i have made that point very clear over the passed few years. pointedly refusing to get in the car on the trips here. but being dragged in on a number of occasions both emotionally and physically. Now. i asked my mother. no.. i pretty much begged the woman who gave birth to me some measley 15years ago to let me celebrate my birthday in wonderful NJ. she took my anger to account for once in her life and decided 'Sure, why not." i was ecstatic.
well surprise surprise, mummy had kept her word. the weekend before my wonderful date of birth my mother adorns me with the wonderful news that i will stay in new jersey for my birthday as promised.. i'll just be leaving the next morning is all.
Nice birthday present mom, thanks alot.
however, seeing as this news highly upsets her first born daughter, my mother calms me down with the promise that i will remain only two weeks.
whatever.
that brings me.. here.
i havent been here two weeks and i feel both physicall and mentally ill. my allergies are going to kill me out in the end, im sure. i've taken about 3benadryls which have YET to kick in. and my eyes itch to a point where if i rubbed them any more, the swelling would do permanent damage. my nose has not only been stuffy. but constantly bleeding for some irksome reason that i am highly unsure of. along with all of this i have gone into mope mode. which means i have spent the passed 12days locked up in the confines of the room they have spared me. rereading harry potter books and staring at an odd stain on the ceiling. or the unders of the quilt. i get up only for purposes that recquire a kitchen or bathroom. i feel dreadful. however, that is not the icing on the cake my dear friends, because the icing on the cake is this...
i am here under supervision that im sure prisoners deserve and/or recquire because my dearest grandparents are under the impression that the jersey life style is no life style for a boy-crazed teen. hah! beat that, nontheless eat it, for it is the icing on the cake.
Hmm, it feels wonderful to know that one tiny mistake has gotten me here to this place i dread so. yes one minor flaw in my utterly wonderful plan. had they not seen a 17year old stuf muffin outside my friends house at the party that she was holding while i stuck my head in the car to kiss him, i would probably not be in this predicament. ahh all is fair in love and war, right? however that applies here in its own sick way i am unsure of, but it is the only reason i have yet to stab myself in the leg with a fork. because seeing as the elderly of my family are under the mild impression that new jersey will bring nothing to me but sex, drugs, and gang banging males i am watched over by hawks. constantly interrogated on who i am speaking with and the biography of that person..
oh yes wait..
sorry. they were asking whether i was speaking to anybody. well..honestly, everytime i pick up a phone it is the same questions, unless my answer however varies from. 'a friend, no you dont know her, yes it is a her, get away from me please.' then a new wave of inquisition springs up and i am .. well here.i like my home.. i like seeing people besides the ones i am living with. i have seen nobody. i have done nothing. i have enjoyed no time being here. i dislike this place with such gusto i feel that only drugs can help my subconcious to stray from the idea of burning the damn place down. i fear for my sanity..
oh yes, my friends, there is more.
mummy dearest called the other day. and i asked her at what time she would care to pick me up, she was unsure.. because the 9th was far enough away for her not to care.
wait. the ninth? are you kidding me? i was under the strict impression that i would be leaving the second as promised. but no.. she pushed that promise away from me rather smoothly saying she had promised her parents she would stay for that weekend. that specific weekend. that weekend that would leave me here a week extra, so that i can become even more depressed.
i want to go home, even if in that house that i call home dwells the very reason i am here.
7.17.2008
5.28.2008
Field Day
Today was a GoodDay .. =]
I woke up, went to school.
Walked to EastSide Park with my class.
&&Just hung with Vayzia, ..
we dont usually hang but lately we've been hitting it off.
Shes pretty cool, and even thought her friends arent big fans of mine, IDC.
HAha. Yeahh so mostly i hung with her and watched for Lucky, cause ya know...
i wanted too. Hmm i participated in ZIP, nada, zilch, nurten, nuffen, NOTHING AT ALL.
i kicked once for kickball, and thats it.
anyways, yeah it was pretty much a good day all around just cause. afterwards.
i walked back to school...
only so i could turn back around and walk to pick up pizza on ParkAve.
w/Vayzia of course. haha..
Hmm, it was worth it. so so so, worth it(:
After dropping Vayzia off at work i walked BACK to school and pass it.
I saw Lucky there just sitting on the rail but for some reason i didnt stop by. i just kinda kept walking. Hm, yeah but then this kid that was walking in front of me started talking to me. mhm,
he was weirdish; asking me if i needed any company because he wouldnt mind hangen with me, psh, well I would.
He was asking me my age and everything hmm, yeah. but i didnt answer much cause lets face it, most of what he said was likely to be backhanded.
I dropped this kid off at his house.. [where he invited me inside but i just giggled and walked faster.]
i TXT Lucky.
he tells me to walk back over to school so i can hang with him.
...
Hah, i walk back.
hes chillen with his friend, but i dont mind. any time with Lucky is good time to me,so back at school we just hang and talk. it was worth it x10. (:
I woke up, went to school.
Walked to EastSide Park with my class.
&&Just hung with Vayzia, ..
we dont usually hang but lately we've been hitting it off.
Shes pretty cool, and even thought her friends arent big fans of mine, IDC.
HAha. Yeahh so mostly i hung with her and watched for Lucky, cause ya know...
i wanted too. Hmm i participated in ZIP, nada, zilch, nurten, nuffen, NOTHING AT ALL.
i kicked once for kickball, and thats it.
anyways, yeah it was pretty much a good day all around just cause. afterwards.
i walked back to school...
only so i could turn back around and walk to pick up pizza on ParkAve.
w/Vayzia of course. haha..
Hmm, it was worth it. so so so, worth it(:
After dropping Vayzia off at work i walked BACK to school and pass it.
I saw Lucky there just sitting on the rail but for some reason i didnt stop by. i just kinda kept walking. Hm, yeah but then this kid that was walking in front of me started talking to me. mhm,
he was weirdish; asking me if i needed any company because he wouldnt mind hangen with me, psh, well I would.
He was asking me my age and everything hmm, yeah. but i didnt answer much cause lets face it, most of what he said was likely to be backhanded.
I dropped this kid off at his house.. [where he invited me inside but i just giggled and walked faster.]
i TXT Lucky.
he tells me to walk back over to school so i can hang with him.
...
Hah, i walk back.
hes chillen with his friend, but i dont mind. any time with Lucky is good time to me,so back at school we just hang and talk. it was worth it x10. (:
5.23.2008
Explore Long Island!
OK, so you're bored & its the weekend.
Explore Long Island and head over to Sands Point Preserve
Going would only cost you about 6$ a pop, and its an all-together wonderful experience.
How it goes?
You take a car up to one of the historical homes [Hempstead House, Falaise] and they give you a tour that will have you itching to learn more about Long Island and the Guggenhiems. The houses in itself are wonderful pieces of Art. They hold some pieces that are even up to 600yrs old. And most of all the furnishings are original. Its really fascinating to go into someones house and see how they were able to live and all. Its really wonderful and worth a visit.
I would also suggest the Nature Trails, you take absolutely wonderful pictures and even catch a few funny looking plants if you've got a good eye. It spruces up a weekend with Sights, and Education.
Its wonderful for children too, so give it a try.
X0X0
-EM
Explore Long Island and head over to Sands Point Preserve
Going would only cost you about 6$ a pop, and its an all-together wonderful experience.
How it goes?
You take a car up to one of the historical homes [Hempstead House, Falaise] and they give you a tour that will have you itching to learn more about Long Island and the Guggenhiems. The houses in itself are wonderful pieces of Art. They hold some pieces that are even up to 600yrs old. And most of all the furnishings are original. Its really fascinating to go into someones house and see how they were able to live and all. Its really wonderful and worth a visit.
I would also suggest the Nature Trails, you take absolutely wonderful pictures and even catch a few funny looking plants if you've got a good eye. It spruces up a weekend with Sights, and Education.
Its wonderful for children too, so give it a try.
X0X0
-EM
5.21.2008
Summer Reading List
Hey Guys!
Im putting up My Summer Reading List early.
Just because i can.
Enjoy...
Catcher in the Rye - J.D. Salinger
All quiet on the Western Front - Erich Mariah Remarque
Pride and Prejudice - Jane Austen
Sense and Sensibilty - Jane Austen
Mansfield Park - Jane Austen
Jane Eyre - Charlotte Bronte
The Historian - Elizabeth Kastova
The five people you meet in Heaven - Mitch Albom
Breaking Dawn - Stephanie Meyer
The Alchemyst's Daughter - Katherine McMahon
Adding more lataaaah.
X0X0
-em
Im putting up My Summer Reading List early.
Just because i can.
Enjoy...
Catcher in the Rye - J.D. Salinger
All quiet on the Western Front - Erich Mariah Remarque
Pride and Prejudice - Jane Austen
Sense and Sensibilty - Jane Austen
Mansfield Park - Jane Austen
Jane Eyre - Charlotte Bronte
The Historian - Elizabeth Kastova
The five people you meet in Heaven - Mitch Albom
Breaking Dawn - Stephanie Meyer
The Alchemyst's Daughter - Katherine McMahon
Adding more lataaaah.
X0X0
-em
5.19.2008
Update
Ok so i just updated my layout.
ya like. i did it all by myself.
took me damn near 10 years to finish...well.
it definitely wasnt worth it but im proud of myself...
Im doing homework now...so
Lata Hata'sz
ya like. i did it all by myself.
took me damn near 10 years to finish...well.
it definitely wasnt worth it but im proud of myself...
Im doing homework now...so
Lata Hata'sz
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